"How's life?"

Bismillah.

So HAI GAISSSSSSSS.

I bet no one ever read blog again.

Why did I say that?

Basically because my readers were decreasing.

Dulu zaman-zaman blogging was very famous, I remember mesti at least lima orang datang for blogwalking. So then my stats would show that there's few people read your posts and I was like yeayy.

But never mind, Allah pesan kita jadi ikhlas, and tak mengharapkan dari manusia kann?

So sebelum kita lari menyimpang jauh-jauh, meh sini makcik tarik balik ke jalan yang lurus.

How was my life?

Secara amnya, aku dah tak menulis for 2 years and it actually internally make me crazy.

These 2 years were among the hardest years to face and not writing to release the screaming thoughts in my mind is pain.

Mesti kalian cakap, "ala kenapa tak menulis je, tu alasan la tu taknak update blog."

NO. SERIOUSLY NO.

Itu bukan excuse.

These two years, I tried to write. But, I end up shutting off the computer because my brain can't take it. The brain told me to go on hiatus mode and I did.

For two years. And now here I am.

I remember also jadi tak yakin dengan diri sendiri. Macam ada voices in my mind (baca: I'm not taking drugs that causes hallucination lol) yang bagitau aku "no one will read!" "people don't care abt you" "why would you write something like this"

So like I said. It's not an excuse.

But after two years, I am okay. I can write again. I can feel the nikmat of writing again. God knows how grateful am I for that.

So sedikit perkembangan pasal saya yang tak signifikan pun.

JAN-OCT 2016;

I enjoyed my last high school year very much. Being a leader, being a student, being a friend. It wass quite cool and I miss those times. It's hard but yeah, time flows, right?

NOV-DEC 2016;

I took my spm. And something shocking happened during the spm time. But alhamdullilah, I survived and yeah, I moved on.

MAC 2017;

I got my results and alhamdulillah, it's quite good although tak straight A. I think my results is good enough to get the university of my dreams.

MEI 2017;

Alhamdulillah, dapat offer masuk ipta and malang sekali saya takkan reveal sampailah saya rasa nak reveal hahahahahaha. And also I got my driving license yeayy.

JUN-OCT 2017;

My first semester started. And alhamdulillah it ended well.

NOV-DEC 2017;

My second semester started and it's a short semester! So the speed of doing assignments were crazily doubled.

JAN-FEB 2018;

I started off the new semester in a new campus of our university and it turn out quite well. And now I'm  adapting and finally have the inspiration to write again. *YEAYYY*

Of course, I'm just telling you the big details hahaha. Small details kalau tulis mahu tak tidur aku malam ni hahaha. But yeah. I'm doing okay now.

Now Allah izinkan aku untuk menulis so I can write now.

I think that's all I can write tonight.

I'm gonna stop writing and stop wasting my hotspot data on the Internet now.

Signing off, Izzati Rafiee xx.